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1. |
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Avant abstract Alchemical activism
Party of the people
Party by the people
Party for the people
Party with the people
Party people
People party
Universalism
Dance
Multi
Media
Entertainment
Engineering
Free Speech
not
Hate Speech
Preset
Socialized Community
Anarchist Individuality
Utopian Default Dreams
Living And Breathing
Solidarity Streaming
Information Communication
Transparently
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2. |
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Power pop Live
(X6)
Live
Give
It
This
Gifted
Intuition.
SiM-U-LATED
SLiMMiNG
inhibition
Collision
Lifting
Spirits
Implemented
Proficiently
Drifting
Concision
With it
Shifting rift
Represent
Sponsorship
In
Sitting
Distant
sus-
picion’s
Dis
po-
sit
(s)i(ss)on
Bent
Penn-ant
Pedant
experimental
Dis-orien-ted
con-tent-ment
A -Sub-se-quent
in-tent-ional
Acci-dent
Illusion of
Fre-quent -intent
Cementing
Consent
Evidently
Lamented
Lent n spent
rent
Dis-ass-oci-ated
Ascending exploiting
Voidful senses
distribute the memes
& Seize the means
of media
Power Pop
Power Pop
Power pOp live
Power pop
Power pop
Power pop cry
Power pop
Power pop
Power pop Lie
Power pop
Power pop
Power pop Die
Able to nevermind with
my production censored
Seams of hyper ware
Caring sharing wear n tearing
Static airy heir thrown
from a worn window
Harsh silent disclaimer smeared wearing stare
Teeering swearing peering failing
what when / how why / where n who
You doing
what’s known n traded
old for new
voice’s very own
Instructional truth or dare
Navigational flesh n bone
alone
tutorial choices owned
compounding hope’s void flown
glowing fluidity blown
opportunity clones
glitching noise deployed
stoned phoney joy
selling in & out to survive
decoys growing light from loife
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3. |
Noise Glitch Dub Trap
04:16
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release at least
It could be worse
dying for a living
cursed from birth
valued worth
peace of beast
shivering mercy
thank you please
converting hertz
to frequency
pain can be pleasure
to a personality preacher
poaching seizure
Spirit fulfilling when it is
Maslows Pyramid
Flipped on its’ tip
With everything rhyming
Recycled and or forgotten
unbegotten bubble bursting
on the double trodden
trouble likes to cuddle
both sides of the rubble
muffle shuffle ruffles
subtley mumble core split
WUbwub by skeet skeet &
how crazy the lazy
who come back to domesticate
and make complacency
to shame me
little hobbies designed protect against thought
researching free food
pantries online
making beats n videos
between waking night
getting everything done with the light
at the last perfect timing increment
to nope or not to nope
said it
having an mpc
is better than having food you see
eating any remains a big cooking game
effect processing
to be or not to be
waiting for the internet to load
please make it go faster than slow
wifi
feedback fountain
when you feel it
then it’s real
now you know
(full bars no service / tip your enabler)
large influencing personalities
need to accept that they’re going to be
emulated in mainstream culturally
butchering the has been
the norm
original skin
original sin
settling down
setters frown
having super social band members who can’t play
instruments well
or having instrumentalists who can play
but have no social skills sensei set
so they
copy
go dream growth you rogue way
having and NOT having
to learn to teach
how we handle our thoughts
sharing this beacause there’s nothing else worth it
maybe it is a silent sorry preaching
to let me give you free living
expect respect prospect
and suspect heckn’ speckish inspection
words mixed into foghorn
vāp_or wàvé
born horny cumming bored
formally cordial
fractal design con-tract-ors
every way
every thing
every need
every sun shine rising
setting
we won’t see
between bleeding
seams of beams
Youse n used users
consumed n abused
call yourself out
doom n gloom
preventing anyone
romanticizing
any of it
of course off course
now don’t get off too quick
full bars
no service
Niques
Techniques
Back to life
Back to reality
Back to back to back
Noise-
Glitch-
Dub-
Trap-
verse reverse
time travelers found this earth
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4. |
Loud Love Light
04:24
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Weak to)o( week
People who have not given up yet
think that they need to
and their lives when It gets difficult inside of their
own oh me oh my
"YOU WERE MY BIGGEST FAN!"
Too much at first
Break you off a loop
Dog gammit
Collapsing under self weight
Hung by ones own noose
too long
too loose
to own
to lose
Be ing
jeal ous
of those
obituaries
news
How people have
energy to exercise
their soul beside
1x3
i need my loud
need your loud
i need my loud
you got chore loud
i just got my loud
get your loud
i just got too loud
& got you loud
loud town loud sound loud cloud sound plowing
we just
needa
get the
loud out
la la la la la la la la la loud
7x2
Pretty people problems
Hiding Holding healing host_age found
Fapping with no one in mind
Solving adorbz core founded
n takes a long time
to ignore n
revive a sex drive
Pounding perceive
pro-jection of ease
judging jury duties
gagging equities equality
Barely breathing
Attachment Triggering
8x1
See
They wanna suck your dick
Whole n lead that role
life with yuh
past tensify
groupie vibe
mouf wide
licking lips
lubed up n Dry like duh
until you stop fucking their holes
n turn into trolls
crawl back
leaning goals
with & of
6x4
LOVE
5x1
I didn’t wanna have an orgy
Group sex party
Jinxing itself dramedy
laughing harder for
gerry mander’d property
n resource based
owing everyone everything
other than what you want to give
this & maybe the most center of self
shiiiit
half and/or half
no art flow of science
you may be that one person
who i can think of
having power to relieve all stress
simultaneously assisting as a
better influence for everyone
4x1
In pursuit of happiness together
Sharing what we could and could not share
iAM infinitely sorry
Hearing every static radio caring
crying
Thinking of dying
What you wanted me to be
That now you cannot see
This goes out to me
And all the other me's
I have yet to be
With
Hither to
You
The thing in that of it self
Feeling
From what we were before we were we
Sharing dreams
of glue
More like reality
Building
But the jello sea
impossibly sinking
Fighting or fleeing
Eating LSD
N’ Role Playing
After fighting
Every day
I say to love's
On the way
How grateful
And shitty I faked
To make for sake
of not breaking
Bailing me out
All over the country
& Not taking
Spitting in your face
After 3 days
of saying
& not saying
Thinking you were weighing me down
But you founded my crescendo pound
Fading frowns
gowned n bound wound
like erasing Memories wow
round clown nouns sounding
Confounded
Crowning my queen
I even remember how pissed you got
When I couldn't get out n go to work
So it’s everything
else we doubted
except maybe fearing hurt
now
I cannot forget
somehow
And inadvertently
think about daily
‘Loud/Love’ (samples summed to pad)
(Looper - overdub + backwards)
Each battery
is a
microverse
Nano verse
Chorus verses
May the forces Light
of voice be action
If you want to say something out loud
Wasted on Solipsism
Refreshingly poisonous
Enjoyed with your weekend warrior
Yes friend wisdom
My d needs a hug
And do not mansplain to women
Thus
This is the part of one dead end saying
where somebody prayed for pray
what's in they
branded brain case
cause
mane testosterone
made
The
main
mangy manger
dangerous
Dang man
Look at how famous
iAM for posting
something so basic
n everyone wants
loud Love light
leaking
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5. |
QT 3.1459
04:12
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QT 14159265359
QT PIE
LULLABY
Please don’t Die
I
Memorize these dreamy signs
Flying high above sky
Turbines try we
so high outside
pickup lines
Lyricized
rhymes
Disguised
In shyness,
never mind
If you cry
N lie on my
Thighs
Thy Gliding eyes
Shine light
Hiding finding
Slip n Slide ride
I
Like
Life
While
Beside
Thine
My
Wife
Designing
Shrines
Assigned
Crimes
Confided
To vine
Dyed
Sublime
White
Collide n twine
Realign
Behind
Thine
Crystalline
Side
Best friend
Pillow forts n children
Heccc yeah
My own science band
Clairvoyantly
Obviously
Meme speak
Can I just come over and sleep on your floor and hear about and see your life anymore and then drive to here with you and talk about our day dreams and then you hear about and see my life in Here. And then we move you here and then I have to tour for a few weeks and then I come back to you forever thank you please.
Best friend
Pillow forts n children
Heccc yeah
My own science band
No games. I’ve loved you.
The last 9 years
Trust above beyond
Fear only fear
You are the perfect combination of what has turned into a dream list of another. Tho. Wtf. Ahh. It’s okay. Heccc. All natural mindfilled QT_3.14 who can do music better than me and would be a better mommy partner as a daddy than either of us had (I think our standards are fine art lessons and nature study, combined with marketing, telling, yoga, world activist history, psychics, sewing, yoga/martial arts and household repairs. I mean that’s stuff I wanna do and if timed correctly, would work so nice. Adoption is so much fun too because who wouldn’t want to do all that? Maybe someone who saw mommy and daddy loved each other too much to have babies but idk. I want babies or an estate and an absolute best friend to be friends with everyone with. Like if my sigoth died like my mom died and left my Pops, I would be like noooooooooooooo not again no no no. And just thinking about that is scary. I think the next person needs to just be absolutely perfect. I want someone to learn and trust and grow with. I’m not being very trustful right now but if you’d want, you could have all the passwords to my accounts and see how dead it is. I’m trying to not be alone lol, not with you, not really. But trying to not try and getting let down with lack of trust that even these people could keep pushing me in the directions I need to be going which should basically be our shared daydreams which I still haven’t told you. They’re in progress. I’m 32 on May 30th and it’s about time I use my male privilege I have been planning use for my whole life. It’s right now and until I’m 40 but have been doing so good and healthy that I think 40 won’t feel much different. I want to smooch you all over and keep you for myself.
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6. |
Rooftop
03:28
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Rooftop
vibrating light
Fuck yeah with climate control on in the background too turning it off now you will hear shape change the space.
Up above the street so high
Luxury scraping the sky
Relax Enjoy Earthling Time
One Life Exploit Desired Mind
Solar wind greenhouse
Rain water filtrate
Charge sustain
Generated
Appliances
Interactive
Automated
Laundry
Coffee weed nicotine wine
Vegan Gluten Free Dining
on EBT bulk catering all day n night
Open therapy Feeling fine
Entertainment engineering
Lightly Light of life
Futurista performing like
Inventing Innovation’s
kindest shine n grind
Day dream’s
thine hive mind jive
Living my best life
Rooftop
vibrating light
workers satellite 🛰
interstellar
Asteroid ☄️ ride
Consumerism replaces society
Minimalist DiY replacing
What you have makes the grade
You pass and survive that way
Artist extinct if everyone’s happy
Via biological technological devices
Ai
Bah bah black sheep have you any wool
H I JK L MNOP
UP ABOVE THE WORLD SO HIGH
Motzart wrote this song to fly
To o
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7. |
Mary Song (Shady Grove)
02:08
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MARY
Mary J with Mary C
MARY had a little sheep
MARY MARY quite contrary
MARY m a g i c
Hail Mary full of grace
The lord is with thee
iMiss MARY mac
Marry me
i cannot imagine being without your being
listening to you breathe while you sleep
Tickling your feet
OhezZz woahzZz
YOU
ARE
THEE
BEAUTY
THAT
MAKES
ME
SMiLE,
...tho!
#Unconditional #Dreamesque
Style low key
Teehee ahhaha lol llc
You’re singing along to my songs
Booking managing of my numbering
awe
Bedding sexy timing coddling
my attachment anxiety
losing my mind losing you
cannot fall forever
agave high on our honey moon
n above autumnal weather
winter spring summer
linger on rings, lover
catastrophe lissajous
curves in the shape of
nations bordering
we adventure
and ignore
from a tiny loud room
packed for gear
and squeaky loft bed fettered
NYC to
Shady grove florida
After singing to you in the back of a bar
Duh
MARY
t hasn’t been a year
but you’re my best friend dear
Photograph me like a wedding
Model for your resume
Tacos and smoothies all day
Showered in 365.25 videoing
Laughing for too long
At housing going wrong
Smoke vape heavy lungs
Sleeping to beats from above
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8. |
uP aF
03:44
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uPPERS fOR dOWNERS
Gotta get up gotta move around this empty town i found for me i know it’s what you believe in i can’t argue it’s my reflection gotta get up gotta get up and clean the dust from every place there’s not more dying it’s just survival equal phase -
i know there’s no more attraction
the people just get laid down around this empty found sound the contemporary populace believes there’s only minds wide open anyone can see inside of me the thoughts are transparent self conscious as opposed to be flawed
i am all i’ll ever the perception inside of me
it is no-one because its all the same
i am all i see on the other faces
i bleed and laugh like you
but feel sticky glue
see on the other faces like me, they are nothing
because we’re all the same. i laugh and breathe like you but i believe and that you feel like glue, and will make me feel like you - sticky.
i have everything i could need i could ask for more iam breaking down and i could become anything you’ll ignore and i could play a game and watch you fade a way to green or gray the colors i prefer to see you not like me although you’ve gotta get up you’ve gotta get up and keep moving
all you are is what you perceive
gotta get up gotta get up
all you’re doing is abusing time
time like my pseudonym backwards
all you have is energy to hide
it doesn’t move on its’ own
it doesn’t have a place called home
it’s emptiness
it keeps moving
it keeps changing
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9. |
VAPorWAV
04:34
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VAPorWAV
Laugh out loud
Limited liability corporation
Slaying the know now
From a data jockey cloud
Prerequisite in fresh n wow
involved routing resolving
Recycled trash
Composting composition Compounded
occupation formation
Half
revolve
Resolve
Tap
Sound check
Tick tack
Testing
Less than
Pound Sign Symbol
Audio analysis
In progress
Hi Hello
How art thou
I am iAM
Welcome to the showWw!
This COULD BE THE BACKGROUND soundtrack selling rebranded pharmaceuticals
This could be marketing Theme songs
trading stock
On bombs around ball rooms
This could be corporate playlist holding music
for political brain washing tools
This could be
This Could Be You
Staged Performance scheduled expression
Caged What was felt coming of age which wasn’t everyone’s eventual feeling
Unsheltered A decade behind
Impressive depression
reel too reality sessions
Transmitting
vapor wave
reception
For hurry up and wait
Or hurry up and nevermind
Finding this awkwardly
LLc
Limited liability corporation
Graphs a cloud
Prerequisite silly
involved routing resolving
Recycled trash
Composting composition Compounded
occupation formation
Half
revolve
Resolve
Tap
The best part of waking up is staying woke as fuck
Trying to sell yourself out
On your own clout n time
You’ll dance to anything
Back cracking looped n amplified
Singin Advertised demographic prison anthems like
a substance diffused or suspended in air, especially one normally liquid or solid earthen state of matter
Totally out of tune
Inaudible lyrics
0% yes
Synthspired
Grooves n ruts
Of Serious
Suggested Donations require
You Cancel I
Redelete me
Ditto Maximus prime
explaining Magic with science
Recycled trash classics again
Again & a gain
Rise Shine N Grind
Feigning for a friend
A faux foe
mainstream
Guide
Going loco
Truncated
In iambic pentameter
SlidinG scale of circus Curious lumen light scattered continuum hypnagogic augmentation
thrown to know
99 bars means no repeats
Back in the space days
hang on let me put these in
i don’t know who else is sleepin
Humanize harmoniously
Symbiotically listening
When you try to not
And you actually super don’t
And and and and and and and
donezo
aesthetic
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10. |
Pop Star
01:37
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Pop Star
Pop start
Pop tart
Flop start
Plop fart
Popular tune
I love what you’re doing
You owe me your attention span
Everything you are
Is what I wish I was
Instead
Iam comparing and hating
Everything you are doing man
Regards,
Your biggest careless dumbest fan
Influencers Censoring
Their shit show
Speak monotone
Wireless phone
Cords
Off record hooked Hero
Zero for real low
Now you know
Mainstream
Paying for the plebs
Background furniture scene
Lame stream of consciousness
Sell a sucker their dream
While investing in keeping your rating
Copyright © protected
Intellectual private property
Merchandise made months ahead
Interviewing questions
I have already answered
on the world wide web
Name dropping
Mainstage acts
With booking admin sets
Drugs Sex Music
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11. |
Found Sound
04:22
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Everybody wanna be somebody (x12)
To somebody else
Felt uncomfortable to ask for help
Be yourself or anyone else
The self’s
health
Stealth
Wealth
shelf
selling wellness
spells for sterile
sects cells
swells of excellence
compelled dwelling shell
Propelled
r e(e) lev-el-ed
around hell less citadels
welts of pelted melting n sweltering
SOLIPISISM (not NARCISSISM )
SUBJECTIVISM (not OBJECTIVISM )
ANTRHRO POCENT RISM (not SPECIESISM)
UNIVERSALCENTRISM
Fractal soul solar cognition
Granule cell of cerebellum
V-Y Canis Majoris star system
Individual unification
human condition
(upgrading ingrading)
Data jockey every file
From the beginning of existure
to thee end of nil
Everything’s a sample
on the record while
Experience the filter
of the
socio psycho logical
spectrum filler
huh?
Comparison of what someone had and has
Letting go of others bad dream madness
Getting yours
helping others
get their back
3)
questions own growth
blood flow brain going bad
you already know what it is inc. so…
sad
sentence structure
be your own hoeP
dream your own growth gratitude
Pathosocio physcho logic
sing
Have safe.
Be fun.
Practice
Patience
Grace
Compassion
Personality
Inspiration
Unity
Determination
Passion
Humility
Appreciation
Awareness
Community
self aware
being self consuming
post consumer waste
keep it pink
BE FUN
HAVE safe
date core
day to day
Face grace
displacing fate
Interfacing without latency
anarchy paced haste
Interlaced incase
Bass tastes racy
May EmBracing unpaid wages praise
Lay space paving ways
found sound
Universal
exploration
urban
rural
suburban
Education
Home school
Untertainment
Socialization
Dreamesque
Poeticalogic
Don’t forget to breathe
Genuinely
Found Sound
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12. |
Poeticalogic
02:27
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Children afraid of ghosts
Adults afraid of dying
Mentally breakdown people
Loves me
I’m already broken down
fetal found
Worrying about those
Who only worry about
exploiting chosen
Having no one to talk to
makes lyrics better frozen
in timelessness anyway. <#
Wonder who has the easiest life
Or who makes the most art and love
Those who like sex
deleting all your art
not backing it up
making art like your day job
make your artful day job art
art is playing
Turn your head and cough
Keeping your chin up
Makes it more efficient
to off self instead
Drugging self to work junky
It’s not bright enough
to wear glasses inside honey
to hide your suicidal eyes
Want ant 🐜 minus double u v
those shapes look the same to me
Draggings of elf down street
to the tempo of this beat per minute 120
at why you go so quick (quick sound) you know you’re not leaving early
listen uh, so…
How many of us wanna be see what we’ve seen where we want to be or how we accept our daily yes.
Pearls hang in there
Like brass
Know what I’m saying
Just keep loving anyway.
-Pops
Knowing how to ask questions
Lucid
& Not going up to anyone
Intrusive
Say it
for those in the background
spray it
spade n fade to jaded
counting the ways of you naked
pave it, rate it, date it
IAM like this around everyone tho
You might actually be special so
when you don’t think anyone
has ever been able to feel
the amount of loss that you have
and you assume that’s really
why you’re different
Attractive female form
Randomly generated Cosmology
normalized
If it’s not social
It’s not worth anything
bored…
sound effects on the radio,
except just my words
and not repeating
yeah, that what you think it would work
if you’ve never heard of
noise glitch vapor
here it is
choosing to understand
spoken mumble broken
poeticalogic,
shiiiiit
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13. |
Existure 1
02:46
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Existure LLC
literature circa 2013
daily writing then typing
poeticalogic
from an office editing
adult content then cataloguing
mgmnt for 14 monthly
investing in machines you see
publicly liberating
NE Philly internationally
from parents being
and the kitties
to sitting alone in thee
empire state
avoiding conveyor assembly
acting on all thoughts humanely
Practiced programming personality
never-ending
I am not my gender
I am a person
Animastic
Asphalt or
Inna Concrète jungle cage
Veteran party rocker
A motivating sit
To escape
Delusions of grandeur
Got through mometary
Crucially Daydreaming
And don’t forget
To remember
Fun up the kitty
We all have individual niche markets
And when we figure out that
We and it is always morphing
Universal Assistance
If you think capitalism is bad
Imagine those who
Propagated it
sell your soul
OR
sell anothers' soul
Giving a shit
Verses taking a shit
Or giving a fuck
No one takes a fuck about shit
Or tautologically
Redundant
Visa Versa.
Tuning
Humanity
Figured out
Truth is comedy
And that is funny
For all but one reason
Swip it
Take your turn to speak
Spend your time
what is your credit card number, number on the back and expiration date?
*extra credit: what name is on the front?
Curb credit
“Paranoia is the rationality of shit.”
fuel for frequency
Cis Herero normative people
Make everyone sad
Shopping a lot
To stock up on what you had and had to have
Having gear is cheaper
Than being around fearful jerks who
Copy/Paste/Delete your cheer
Welcome to the now,
the singularity Sounded
Transcendal sleepy futurist
Getting used to
Getting used too.
Is it better to be missed or a burden?
Suicide is for doing
Not talking about lurkin.
Remember all the remembers?
Self depreciating behavior wastes so much time we could have spent doing a good rather than talking about feeling fine
Check it out now
Everybody wanna lay down
Vivisection
Hemidemisemiquaver
they tryna make any reason they want
for why anything is how it is
I sung a sanG about that song
Cannot Get enough alone time
Then they go away and
Have to get used to them
Being away
Se la vie a crime
Say live and let die
Avoiding the wrong
Makes me do the right
Or find new wrong
Hacker threads and needles
Chew through it.
That’s what they tel me to do
Shwizzled
Eating a chicken corpse
Freegan not buying or seeking
Meat is murder
Of courSe
being chased around by bad dreams
our own ghosts as hollowed out marrow
Dry as a bone
banging birthday bash
cum candy cake n cash
turn down for the clown
I tried to send you a video.
Pictures won’t sent babies.
Remember how slow it is And especially on the road.
Ceremony
Caught the 420 bus.
Bored traveliomfno erehled traveling interrogated traveling trying to share traveling check everything while traveling don’t talk to. En traveling eat sleep and hydrate while traveling
You can’t say that out loud.
“Fuck the police
Fuck the feds too
I ain’t jumping in the jump suit”
Courtney - Yoko Coco
Flirt skrrrt skrrrt
A joke becomes a lie when it is not funny
A joke is only funny when it’s true
Jokes are weird
Extra Extra
Meme all about it.
At the top they have they
Compare who has the most
At the bottom
they contrast who has the least
Impaling vampires.
Telling all your trauma
To an empath
IAM too sensitive
Says the zombie assembly line
Gotta find my dude
I M being rude
Relying on unreliable
User error
Spirituality
Making up magical powers
Mythology
cracktavists
tryna find something to fight
Ratchet grease
Gotta eat
Flesh of 1%
Daydreamy
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14. |
Existure 2
05:22
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eedy cracktavists
tryna resent
What if your life was just your life?
EXISTURE LLC
I couldn’t find my sock!
Then suddenly... ...
I found my sock!
#TheBeginning
#TheMiddle
#TheEnd
What's everyone doing to abolish corruption in politics, dismantle the patriarchy and install a stronger network of community this weekend?
fRfR tho... (...probz hiding in the snowWw)
all grind all shine
all grind no shine
no grind all shine
no grind no shine
I don't talk about people.
I talk to people about them.
And I make it come up.
No one wants to use the software I use
And it’s not even the brain-iest
All of my favorite people
Turns against me
Once I can tell them
They’re my favorite.
social interaction art
community software
withholding your words
when they wanna use theirs
body language
quantum entanglement
perception & experience
Gold digging
Through the trench
The universe is not your friend
It is your burden
Social
anxiety strangers
preventing everything
chest fills up with tension
feels like i need to scream and run
but iAM also falling asleep
learning to not talk to anyone
it takes so much strength to care
People who don't know what they're doing, who think they know what they're doing, don't like it when they see people who really know what they're doing, doing what they're doing, especially being so flamboyant about doing it against the odds.
People accidentally showing you your minds’ worth
And you finally accept it and stop taking shit from the squirts
Shouldn’t have said that out loud
#FruitFleshFetish <#
You are whatever
you tell yourself you are
Will
Make fame obsolete
And irrelevant
On today’s to do list
Fractal loife
Telling yeh
Take the things means of production
Put it back into its own production
Trying at all
To find someone
Or something
To miss
When you can’t tell someone
How much you miss them
4,900 Hz hiss
so you heard iAM well
&
well you heard iAM so
felt for a spell
said ‘word’
‘cause i know
Burping up smoke like a dragon
Jumping on my own band wagon
The taste of broken teeth
leaking nerve n dentine
Traditional beast
With nutritional yeast
Roasting your feet
in your least
artful feast, sheesh
Taking a nap while then sun is out
Making music for people to listen to
Sigh on high.
Being loved the ways you want
And the total opposite because
Remember that time you met me and you were like, woah and I was like barely there and you noticed I was just being extra nice about it
Well that’s my always now and here.
Out of orbit
Reset
Artifacts
SwipeRight
For Bad News Bears 2018
The importance
Of importance
And impotence
For ignorance
It easier to sleep
Through holidays
40 hours a week
Margin of error
happy just to be
of MPC and software
sunrise is an all day process
How many lumens
Determines the point of
Sun rise or sunset
Which both last all day
Good night have fun be safe
order of parts in a song
Pattern sequencing
Super models too much maintainence
Maybe if I’m rich and famous
What a curse your only worth
Death by WiFi
Tired voice
As if expression of choice
We’re a day job to boise
All the time and gear to make my
Imagination
Organized noise
putting away everything you need to use
Upgrading to rust finish
Qualified to use
this sequence of words
So skittish
Ever gone a month without showering
Or know The taste n texture of teeth.
What’s the point of sleeping
If iAM perfectly okay
Falling asleep
In this studio building this way
If you wanna hear what’s on my mind
I have your attention now
Married people’s
idiosyncrasies
Vacation from social media
Blocking your favorite local
Napping 12 hours naturally
A specific sorrow
A generic sorrow
Responding to duds
As the inflection of my voice
Maybe you’re just chronically home sick.
And you’ve been evicted from
The love that is your home
And you’re single aF
Because you’re too particular
I make homes in people who can make homes out of anything especially me and it sucks. I have never gotten a sigoth in any other way than performance and K really messed me up here with that, after I was doing so good.
I think I exceeded this and now people hate me for it literally people have tried to fight me for being Light and I haven’t always been Light and I’m not always Light but most usually around other humans now. Still working through the art to find how
God is the collective consciousness
that we are all tapped into.
Whatever you put in
is what you get out.
Space, void, stories, bar games.
You are your own god.
Why lovelessness drives humans crae
Daydreaming to protect me from the ephemeral here/now
I know I just want to make my art but I cannot stop worrying about where to exist next.
Begin writing songs
just as you think of them
And have been
All along
My mind is all like, ‘FUCK THE WORLD’ and so I dive into making music to show only near perfect strangers hoping they’ll get hooked sorry book
People only yell at you for doing what they have done
Wiping your butt with used papier from the trash can and your bare hands because you forgot to check the air for a fresh roll of shit tickets pull from the front or back or roll it around your hand with shards of feces everywhere
Only able to document 1 thought at a time
Reading forums from times when vintage obsolete gear was brand new and blew everyone’s mind
the ‘My favorite ‘color’ is translucent technicolor night glow.’ starter pack
Looking like you own that walk n talk
Or at least a permanent lease in chalk
I would kill them for you
For breaking your heART
But iAM deathly allergic to death.
Sigh.
All yellow lights
Everyone’s lined up
At drive thru bank
They all smell and look high
no one’s yelling dinner time
from the other room while i work
on the magic that hypes everything somehow
Forget why I’m doing this
Only wanted to sustain self
On imagination
Fancy as fuck
Faf-y
Unimaginable dental pain
Breathing air temperature change
Suppity do dah day yo.
Don’t wanna get too ready
All you have to do is know
Only the good survives
I laugh harder and have a better life
than the trolls who can’t figure out how to be nice.
by the time you’re ready for me,
i’ve already moved on
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15. |
Existure 3
02:31
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Celebrate my demise
Farewell goodbyes
One day of days
I won’t be able to
Negotiate your fate
At touch pace
Side step bypass
Sometimes all you have is positivity.
Therapists don’t know you they know what you tell them.
I have never seen anything like this in my
Life.
imo is all lyrical
i don’t talk anymore again
you hurt me when i called you my friend
When you f in ally realize you matter to yourself
The privileged one’s sound
As-is
Pull all
Mutes
Too many loops
That’s what I did in the last song
All along
I hated making albums
So cute
Swallowing food upside down
If you try too hard
You sound like nothin
Psychology
Movement
Making art to document fun free life
If you do not like these words
You can listen to sound of
Undense skull flesh marrow
Breathing everything around
Breathing br eat hing sound
If you give a consumer all that they want
They become confused.
There’s not enough emptiness in it.
Secure your password.
Being terrified your president knows what they’re doing
That was a good response
Let’s make an example
Out of that because
Ethics are what everyone should do
Morals are what you are doing
So much quieter at night
I can focus on my light
Freelance work is aight
If you make art with a life.
Words mixed into foghorn
This side of the dirt
Selling design concepts
Everywhere you and yours consume
The worst could be behind or ahead or never adventurous don't get to be here
Tell others expectations so sad it really means to do anything badly
I am just like a lot of Roy
When I am not
carrying my performance machines
Who wants to go out when they canm watch it online and no one can afford anything owing debt to have a blandly good 1st and only life time
Tell me how to react right now
You want me to helmets do anything
Full bars. No service.
Sweat dust smells like cereal vape
Beina total jerk assured and work for Lockheed Martin or Carnival doing multimedia. Pssssht.
Sucker proof today
And always
Fools today same as when you hear and in heard this
Anti rhymin schemes
Are also a difficult
Cult to pattern sequence
There is no peak or climaxing
Until death
Quality control
On point
At Spotify upload from DristroKid
Social shaming
For perception of awesome.
While actively trying
to get my friends paid
Think you ate my food
Think you forgot to pay me for food
I paid you for herb and you halved that.
I appreciate your work attitude, again.
Like the first time, my 2 year friend.
No one would need to tour
If they had local support
To spread the survival word
Your rights only exist on a piece of paper if you believe voting is your voice.
People with their own mind key, keeping themselves locked in their head.
People who knew you before
You lost what you worked hard for
And help with your chores
So you don't become ignored
with their own mind key,
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16. |
Existure 4
05:08
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Prisoners locked in their own dream.
To make the world less scary
Being the least creepy dude instead
"Flesh & bone may make my home while 'Ghosts' are here to help me."
BYO laugh track
Making it up as I go along
& Writing it down wrong
Guess I have to be deceased
For you to believe
That what I speak
Is for thee
And none one else
Does it come from me
Stop
You are my favorite
You were my favorite
Who are thine flavor like
Hue fur why savor life
Drop
Scared of what will become
be nice to get your fun
Like the kitties life
Independence fight
Always have someone on yer mind
Tell you what you wanna think about while you're dying
You wanna laugh out loud but somehow cannot stop the crying
Relief of grief living beneath imagination seedlings
Growing tall the roots can't fall further than the leaving ceiling
Canopy camping human leaving nothing behind
Who the heck be that
Who the heck be that
Who the heck be that
Who the fuck is that yoh
Trying to get it over with
No one knows what I'm doing
options
kind of want to return this machine
sell the other machines
and commit suicide again
no machine will do what i need it to
other than the one’s with very low bit rates
Want to be the cutest ever
Just because you want to smash her
Pondering on suicide
Don't wanna run or hide
Repairing what's wrong
Rather than write songs
For no one to find
Outside my timeline
going about our own biznaz
your system told us to do
and my people and i have averted that
and for our own reasons, we have saved the world
Can't get warm enough
Everyone says to forget you cough
If you don't see bitches you must be Them sound
If everyone else smellif Berta you must be stinkin
Hardening dick
Extends slowly
Into poop water bowl
Dont feel like opening my new machine
Kind of want to sell everything
Pay everyone back
And commit suicide
Knowing
That doing
The boring normal planned out work your life to death skit
isn’t worth shit every time i try to do it
the exhaustion of struggle is also unreal
the gray in between is expectation making plans
that turns into improvisation
that goes beyond just to make something i like
and i put off eating sleeping and money
constantly siting wondering if anyone could love me
like this or the half correct way
so far no one and it’s always been so much work to get love
i don’t want to play a game and that is how to fail
no game, no life - i am so bored and overwhelmed
without any reward in any near future
just work
i
want
to
die
This MPC LIVE made my dick feel bigger
And using it makes my Sex feel good
Then that immediate satisfaction
Turns into confidence balanced Carelessness of sustainability
Dash board confessionally
The best lyrics
Were figured out in memes.
No medium sized
Trophy life signals routed
What a waste of memory
Anyone hating
you for following
your heart,
doesn't love all your parts
let them go.
Make some
Make some art
I am the only voice in the room Right now able to say anything out loud so
expression is to creativity as
water is to air as
depression in the cities
on the farms,
genetic soft to hard mal ware
wearing where
Worn transients n nodes
No respect no
This is not your regularly scheduled broadcast
Someone showing their weakness
Means they are comfortable near you
And if you can handle their crumbles
They will love you even more
And you can love them for loving you
Hitting that
No exhale
Invaluable
Knowing someone can help you
But they won't
Because you blew it
And they're a sucker
When they help jump your car
Certainly doubt fear
Failing sleeping bag zipper
Sleeping on carpet on studio floor
No one is asking to see you
Unless you brag about your
Content design doesn't matter
Unless it's funny
because it's true
because it's deep
We hope you never lose your innocence
and understand any words of these songs
Rather be uploading it all to the internet
To see how long it lasts there
Commit suicide by comfy sleeping
So fucking bored
Not going anywhere while living
Should not tell your self to has been
All your voices are and words are cool
People obsessed with you, fucked up
Fooling love with expectation
And we are globs of matter
That only matter to our selves
Everyone else feels guilty
If you freed from your body
Having my own place seems more impossible than going on a world tour. Oh right, needs dependable others &/or credit.
A bed & shower super seem luxury.
Being fun until they trying break you
Then ask why you're broken and unfun
And not worth the trust
Thinking you suck for too long
Having too much alone time
settling in what you don’t want
learn to enjoy what you have
here’s a pile of crap
when you’re done sorting through it
there’s more
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17. |
Existure 5
06:56
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trolls make enjoying anything
embarrassing and taboo
your favorite thoughts are a burden
they bury you in debt for being in debt / suffer for suffering
practice mating as if your genetics are worth surviving this century
Next years memes
A musician without a show
On a holiday is called an artist
preying on prayer
that something will kill you
since you cannot trust
you’re scared
getting used to dumb shit
dumb people n their quitting
not letting anyone outside of song
how wrong it feels to be alive
the fuck you gonna do
the fuck you
You don't climb somewhere bystealing
why would anyone want to frame anyone?
they’re not getting any from who you got from
National emergency
So many corpses like the highway
People watching people watching
Standing awkward looking confident
Faking it till they make it
From the cradle to the grave
One hand in their pocket
And The other on a blade of
Spotlighting Whoopie Goldberg, John Legend, remarry Wind and Fire people spending thousands of dollars to show off their tax deductibles
Falling asleep
Holding hands
Wishing it would all end
While it feels nice
Vocal intonation
Exhaustion
Pushing through
The olden days
Brand name
Rebranding
Burnt skin
In the name of
Ownership
Marketing
Promotion
Product placement
Culture jamming
An idea
Personality shape shifters
Who don't laugh
Or think
Can't proxy that
N grump up
With memory collections
Including when
They could not even
let’s turn this into a 1st world problem
1st world problem
1st world problem
another sad singer song sculpter
silly small story similar so sorrow
Too little too late
Malarkey
malarkey
Can't even say what's in front of yay
Only what you recognize
Associate relate and experience
All of my art has a resolve somehow
Only needing me for your utilities
I am worth my immobile abilities
Alone to no one
History of family mental illness I had to overcome this to survive and shit
I'm not that different
Normalizing fame
It's just its' thing
No one can really affect me
Because I hardly go out
When your 1 liners slay
More than your convo
Feeling totally crazy in this room
So blandly can't sit here
Can't sleep or eat or create what I need
Can't hide or socialize
Can't settle or hide
Missing every memory
I thought was not the best before
Desensitized
Commercialized
Bad guys only have a name
When they are eccentric
Infamous
All plans fell away
There's plenty of manual laborize
Some of you are hecka affluent
And still having a bad time
Somehow doing it wrong
Hard Hong my mellow
Cuticle flavored consumables
The last time you saw
A loved one
Family member
Or friend
Dumpster nap in Lodi CA
Wishing the thing that felt like it was killing you, would kill you already,unknowingly in your own sleep.
Giving people too many chances
Wanting to go to the hospital
Just to have a bed to sleep in
Just so it'll be soft and warm
So that I don't have to feel suicidally exhausted unable o sleep or stay awake
Happiness is a utility
To survive
Can't sleep too excited to live
Fuck college if you don't know what you're doing.
Frustrated fucks
Ppl staring at their phones
Is better than committing crime
Chorus of my new song feels like..
For those who take the wrong things too seriously and the wrong things as jokes:
Those whom complain about the world
Love themselves
Won
YunG
N
Hung
Ear popping infection
Cochlear ear cell damage
Comfy predictable
Who's got the time
Once you figure it out
Ear infection
Pronouncing words differently
Just because you're bored
Outstanding
Fantastic
Superb
Awesome
Nice
Sic
Cool
They don't think you're for real
Because your nice still
IAM here because of you
And you left me here alone
Unknowingly giving freely of selfly
Passed out in the daze of all Days
Passed out all the daisy chained fades
Passed out everything every way
Passed down sound mouth brain chemistry
Suppity do dah?
Suppity dey
Sigh woe sigh
Wish I could feel hecken gay
When the bartenders the hottest knw
Inspiring a movement you cannot be part of
Thread
Realize they want your art you made them a year before now they see you're moving shit infinitely in a small space
Shrunken tummy
Mobile sleepy
Food coma
1 k in cash
N no where to crash n be
Feeling like an adult driving in the rain
When gratefulness was grating
your pain into gain
Vitriol
Man made mountain
When you asked for help
People wanted to make you their Bitch
Trade exhausted services
What if believing in god gives you cancer
We c one from different worlds
But here we are
There you go
No one cares to listen before and
Rationalized that no one should listen to music unless they made it themselves
But here it is
For exposure
Hahahaha
Without freedom wit speak
The art will suck
& since everything's so backwards
Old what else todo with a life
If you blow me off too many times
I will blow you off game over
Unless you blow me
And 90% of you
Have no access to that.
Saving all my school work for show
This is what I was offered
This is what I learned
This is what I did with it
Some people only smile when they're sad
Even while I'm hurting
Still tryna practice the nice nice
Can't be asking for help too often
Never had robbed out of blood
For survival basics
We should probably take our high down low.
Liars hate me
Floor to car to couch
Sleeping between homes
Ouches
When they keep bringing up a topic
They want to heal it or control the power
Smelling like sex
And haven't gotten any
Since March
Taking and giving a nap back
To sleep living a dream
Easy cum
Easy flow
Absence of untrained pleasure
The flowers make me fun
If you can't write a song
We probably won't get along
If you don't take pictures of tiny things
Your love probably stings
When you take everything away from a smart person and they get even smarter.
More air
More friction
More sound
It's just sound
If they won't let you help free them
Make them feel their domestic slavery
Spend $10 on fossil fuels
To avoid a $3 toll
Because no money
Mommas man without a momma
Always accept showers, food and money.
Stealing
Depleting energy
Spending it gathering others to
Come back to crush you with it
Looking way too cool
To be acting a fool
Influencing friends
And acquaintances
Friends telling me
Pinching chi horse
Working 2 full time jobs for that tail
Full Razzle dazzle
Toe nails rotted
From not being able to
change socks enough
Road life vs street life
32 oz fast food cup of your urine
Brie we culture
Recycling reuses
Being alive is stupid
Expectation and planning
Loud for those in the. Back
Basically scared of everything
Mommas boy without a momma
No mo
Na mean?
Kind of scares is why I am so nice
Maybe someone will Protect the world with me together if it looms fun
Standards vs priorities
Telling people you're homeless
And they tell you everyone is
While they have the same place to sleep each night they are fine without shower but whine while I shine for some timelessness
& Scaring
same
people away
attachment issues
Body language tissue
If your dream doesn't kill you
It will hollow you out
Replace you with defaults
Waiting for art to go all the way up
Didn't know you felt like that
It must be easy to follow through
with your plans
with safety nets
every direction
so that your life
can mean something
nice
to itself and the others doing alike
Once you accept you don't matter
It stops hurting
Feels like
No one will love you
If they never met your parents
Only listening to your own music
And your closest friends music
Letting the car free fall
enough pretty angles
angels
this would be great
to hear and or see
in prison
Famished artist Investment
iAM all plastic
And it is inc
lo-fi loud right now
Can't afford to wash clothes
Just bought po box
Because iAM economy homeless
Shit still sucks
But I can't post about it
Unless it's artful
Anymore
Multimedia noise glitch activism
Until it can become more
ideal regular
being enough for myself
Though
You know
How your joints and blunts feel
Spurt of growth
ended 2 decades
upon this planet ago
After sleeping on a cold carpet
Homeless squat of a shelter safe
From 1st encounter elements
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18. |
Existure 6
07:22
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Trying to e drunk and high enough to sleep homelessly squatting on a floor
fill the broken cracks with gold
replacing inspiration
With mundane memories
Complaining makes others complain
Gratuitous sex and gore
N baby wipes
WoMan made wake
They want to hate you for
Wanting to be be what you already are
All ready set to go
Lights camera action
Volition
Neuro typical humans
Accept the world as-is
To find their role
Forever comparing
overwhelming alone
waiting for anything
tryna self checkout
When I see someone struggling
I think about how to make it softer
Broken sleeping bag and it's quite cold and you have work in the morning and you're homeless
Different iRL
Your skill set is not required
What you'd do and not do
To survive
Someone awesome to commit suicide with
Having your yes closed while moving
Opening them and tryna get used to it
Tis bout dat experience
My baby on the other side of this
Also knows I'm here and
we keep laughing
there's nothing else
I want to respect your emotions more
She doesn't want you if you want her
And
Loneliness almost romantic
Holding in the smoke
Till there's none to blow out
Composure composition
Remembering how to say no thing
When they finally see you
Thing on your mind
Can't do anything else
Until it's accomplished
Giving up on it
Makes you even older
Than the struggle
stress clutter n smothered
someone to daydream with
getting got caught fight & flight
Most of my friends and my jobs interesting
When I don't smoke
Life is panic and fear
And I get used and used to it
And end up in tears
Needs more help than professionals can offer and everyone's over it tryna get theirs
Trying to listen
tinnitus
Left ear Hz
Left migraine
Staying awake long enough
To wait for all else to sleep
Sneak in to dream
Of something working
UnjinxXx
Murphys martial law
I didn't write you a song
Because you broke me down
But thank you for AAA and
Staying in the hospital
Just gave me all my stuff back
I need my loud
Got your loud
and or how
Best part of living in the now
It can be changed relatively easily
Center of self
Changes of road color rental differ
Gerry mannered township border
Influencing everyone
But not allowed to be a part
And they expect to go out
And support them cop styling
So numbly of agreeability
When you have only loneliness to sacrifice
For art forfocus for this capital G
It's not cute anymore
Novelty fades
Now you have to contribute more
Super conductor waves
Someone calling me robotic and numb for being strong for them and their melting emotions all over the confused place
It was never this slippery deep sticky
I am more scared right now in life than ever
Only desperate people
Move to the city
Showing social media how you became a lowercase G
My pizza is 24 /7 fresh hot pizza any gas station they get bored and make experimental awesausme sausage n top it off
Being allergic o gluten
Means it turns into alcohol
In your stomach
And you're always drunk
Hives itchy cranky slow sneezy
Seen out the corner of each eye
Look directly nothing
Diving deeper
Because of people's impact and intention
I feel uncomfortable doing
Regular human things
It's a big stage
mutually exclusive
a single coin toss, which can result in either heads or tails, but not both
In logic and probability theory, two propositions (or events) disjoint if they cannot both be true (occur)
struggle to be your own
make you better at being that
Children don't have patience for you
But they say they have adult things
To lie around about
Don't you have people you can stay with?
Not knowing you're the main and integral support and fuck you
No thank you everyone
Standing in the first room you were in wen you arrived
Being too much for everyone
Everywhere
Every when
Because they couldn't
Shut me up
Or shut me down
Plant yoga
Phyte = plant. Asana= yoga posture
These are not the words that I want to use
Waking up from couch surfing
Whenever they wake up
Regardless of your triple Z's
Organizing a day of dreams
Everyone looks homeless today
No ones happy
At least iAM doing what I want
And it's not hurting anyone
For too long
Loss
On's
Only asking strangers for help
Thinking different amount
Of people remember you
Than really do
If it weren't for my jobs
I would be so out of here
Well wishing well
Paid the cat too much attention
Now it owns my love
Human voices
while my head is slamming aches
i am manic and depressed
making reality less hateful
"People who post all their thoughts online,
do not have anyone to talk to iRL."
<#,
185668232
Knowing how it feels to be someone else and knowing your experience exhaustion after the fun became done
It's not so much who gave you the gift
But that someone cared about you
At some time you received love
And it was real and this is evidence
When you traded all your humanity
To express it
And the expression has no depth or content
I don't know how much longer I can do this without getting number to lower standards than I already am used to. And all promised focus becomes nonsensical entertainment to no one
Keep finding a new way to do the fun thing
Repeating four times two slow times one still times zero times reverse
Friends who try doing the amount
They last did
A while
Without tolerance
And die
Smile as you die
Let them take your nice nice
How poor people are expected to shave
Beyond Spacial time ride
Putting the miles on it
Putting the smiles on it
looking for that loud
drove to Chicago to see a pretty face
couldn’t stay and lost $300 worth of gear instead
free wifi feels like free wifi
screaming baby sounds
while you try to sleep
the couple hours you have
between now and the next dream
give it what it wants you’ll do that anyway
so save us all some brain
a turd too large to suck down the train toilet hole
curled into a ball between 2 seats
you know you have a neck when you wake up to speedy
dude telling stories about the people sitting around
just making up innocent fictional prose sound
asked to move out while shit is falling through
sitting with me while iAM packing asking me to cuddle
then
significant other
sigoth
situation
sit
free wifi only advertisements loading
make an art about it
you’re pretty and talented enough
but you’re not sane enough
to compliment my insanity
yo but the yunG travelers at places hang around me and i sass off to the sassy homeless people tryna sell time and i'm all like yo you aint got rhyme and they say WHAT? and i say SHH and the yunG travelers pull out their cigarettes and the security guard says no smoking so i pull out a vape and hand the dude with a yoga mat a cd and a tape and the dude who dropped the bread doesn't know how dead this head's been unfed, sleeping in a bed is for the privileged if they know how to use their words instead. so i'm like okay and the dude goes to sleep beside the outlet, i'm not reaching over that shit that dudes got a long day for his script set. asking for fries, for money, i hand him a cig. he doesn't want it so i walked inside again for the bathroom safety. but other dudes gotta shit and i'm just tryna not be seen. sending out a SOS so no one has to send out a search part-y. see my fancy computer and im crying trying to seem stable so the people in there dont' see a vulnerable artist sitting at a table. waiting for signal my phone can't handle uber, and the guards at the train can tell iam almost homeless just holding onto my mind while you some live like youtubers.
When all the isolationists
Who never leav l on
It is easier to get to wake you about things together similar wayy
making merch
in your living room
with every tour
i want a family more
Probability knot
Untied
Neurotypically
handicapable
Cuticle fur
What are you doing in the country
For how long
What was the last incident
You have to wait in immigration
Legal vaporizer nicotine levels
It may take a while
If I can't leave the country
Because of her knife
And his joint
Thank omfg
My self motivation
And artist isolation
For children and a woman
Earth is where
All souls coalece
Which witch
Spidget finner
Finna
Maternal material
Plain plane
Papier fabrique
Medical scrub
A wub
Fashion
Prison culture
Stitching
Spoken word
Promises coming & going
For realsies
For certain
For sure
And whomustve ignored
Return when you've done good
The hood needs an engine to trap
Could kill my car doing this
Would you back out on broken day dreams
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